You know all those dates in your head you can’t remember. All those important events that shaped your life. I never remember the date of them. All those days you really wish you did too. But you were too taken over by that day to even remember the day’s actually significance to any other day out of the year. So many dates that changed your life from that moment on that you can’t remember. I now need those dates. I need to know the time before all this shit happened. But I can’t remember. I can’t remember. I just need that day. I need to know that the day before it my life was “normal” and ever since that day my life has been different. If only I knew what fucking day it was.